Private: Letter Written During a January Northeaster: a poem by Anne Sexton
Monday
Dearest,
It is snowing, grotesquely snowing
upon the small faces of the dead.
Those dear loudmouths, gone for over a year,
buried side by side
like little wrens.
But why should I complain?
The dead turn over casually,
thinking:
Good! No visitors today.
My window, which is not a grave,
is dark with my fierce concentration
and too much snowing
and too much silence.
The snow has quietness in it; no songs,
no smells, no shouts nor traffic.
When I speak
my own voice shocks me.
Tuesday
I have invented a lie,
there is no other day but Monday.
It seems reasonable to pretend
that I could change the day
like a pair of socks.
To tell the truth
days are all the same size
and words aren’t much company.
If I were sick, I’d be a child,
tucked in under the woolens, sipping my broth.
As it is,
the days are not worth grabbing
or lying about.
Monday
It would be pleasant to be drunk:
faithless to my own tongue and hands,
giving up the boundaries
for the heroic gin.
Dead drunk
is the term I think of,
insensible,
neither cool nor warm,
without a head or a a foot.
To be drunk is to be intimate with a fool.
I will try it shortly.
Monday
Just yesterday,
twenty eight men aboard a damaged radar tower
foundered down seventy miles off the coast.
Immediately their hearts slammed shut.
The storm would not cough them up.
Today they are whispering over Sonar.
Small voice,
what do you say?
Aside from the going down, the awful wrench,
The pulleys and hooks and the black tongue . . .
What are your headquarters?
Are they kind?
Monday
It must be Friday by now.
I admit I have been lying.
Days don’t freeze
And to say that the snow has quietness in it
is to ignore the possibilities of the word.
Only the tree has quietness in it;
quiet as a pair of antlers
waiting on the cabin wall,
quiet as the crucifix,
pounded out years ago like a handmade shoe.
Someone once
told an elephant to stand still.
That’s why trees remain quiet all winter.
They’re not going anywhere.
Monday
Dearest,
where are your letters?
The mailman is an impostor.
He is actually my grandfather.
He floats far off in the storm
with his nicotine mustache and a bagful of nickels.
His legs stumble through
baskets of eyelashes.
Like all the dead
he picks up his disguise,
shakes it off and slowly pulls down the shade,
fading out like an old movie.
Now he is gone
as you are gone.
But he belongs to me like lost baggage.
—Anne Sexton
(from The Hudson Review, Vol. XV, Number 2, Summer 1962) : from hudsoreview.com : : For Educational Purposes only.
“Letter Written During a January Northeaster” , By one of twentieth-century American poetry’s most distinctive voices, that of the confessional poet Anne Sexton (1928-74) , is About the Poet’s Struggle to live day by day. While writing this letter mostly on Monday during the snowing month of ‘January’ she complains of not receiving any letter from her ” Dearest”and of her grandfather , a mailsman but deceitful roleplayer ( calling him ” impostor”: In his duty as in the 6 Th last Stanza ) and also announces that he is gone , as you are gone, but he belongs to me like a lost baggage.” : : This shows her awareness of emotional baggage that she brings from her past relationship which may have been disadvantageous. : : : :
1 St Stanza : : Monday
Dearest,
It is snowing, grotesquely snowing
upon the small faces of the dead. 1
Those dear loudmouths, gone for over a year,
buried side by side
like little wrens. 2
But why should I complain? 3
The dead turn over casually,
thinking: 4
Good! No visitors today. 5
My window, which is not a grave,
is dark with my fierce concentration
and too much snowing
and too much silence. 6
The snow has quietness in it; no songs,
no smells, no shouts nor traffic. 7
When I speak
my own voice shocks me. 8 : : : : lines 1 To 8 : :
About discription of the cold month of January and about the dead faces she recollects and reflects in her deep thoughts. She sees the “grotesquely snowing upon the small faces of the dead buried side by side like little wrens”: ( that is small but active insects eaters , brown birds with short upright tail ): So, snowing appears as unnatural in shape or size which looks like ugly and unbeautiful. Those were the dear “loudmouths gone for a year” ( in line 2 ) : By loudmouths , she refers to some troubles caused by their indiscreet speaking during their lifetime. They casually pass on thinking : ( lines 4 & 5 ) : of No Visitors ( on snowing day ) calling it “Good” , but by words ” turn over”, she conveys that she finds them becoming upset on this. : : She mulls over the event of Monday snowfall through her “window” which is dark (but not a grave) with her “fierce concentration”: line 5 : Amidst “too much snowing with its quietness, too much silence, no songs , no smells , no shouts nor traffic” ( lines 6 & 7 ) so much so that while speaking she is taken aback saying with surprise and perhaps a distress, ” my own voice shocks me”,( line 8 ) She has thus conveyed her gloomy feelings in her Monday letter to her dearly person what she has collected from and gathered in to on a snowing day of wintery January. : : : :
Stanza 2 : : ” Tuesday
I have invented a lie,
there is no other day but Monday. 9
It seems reasonable to pretend
that I could change the day
like a pair of socks. 10
To tell the truth
days are all the same size
and words aren’t much company. 11
If I were sick, I’d be a child,
tucked in under the woolens, sipping my broth. 12
As it is,
the days are not worth grabbing
or lying about.” 13 : : : : lines 9 To 13 : : : :
About Anne ‘s careful effort painstakingly made up in letter writing to her dearly person on Monday ( Here atleast during Wintery January Northeaster ) Only which she follows without doubt to such an extent that she has “invented” what she says , “a lie” ( line 8 ) to rather miscarry the belief that “there is no other day but Monday.”( line 9 ) : For Anne , everyday is Monday. She says, ” It seems reasonable to pretend that I could change the day like a pair of socks.” ( line 10 ) : : She makes believe ” To tell the truth: days are all the same size and words aren’t much company.” ( line 11 ) : Meaning , the words cannot be a companion to her. So , For a real truth Monday or a Tuesday , or whatever , it doesn’t matter. Further , she says, ” the days are not worth grabbing or lying about.” ( linee 13 ) : : Meaning , not worth of capturing attention. She gives an example : : ” If I were sick, I’d be a child,
tucked in under the woolens, sipping my broth.”12. :” tucked in”, means ‘eat up’ , here, broth being sipped to a ‘considerable quantity’.( line 12 ) : : : :
Stanza 3 : : “Monday
It would be pleasant to be drunk:
faithless to my own tongue and hands,
giving up the boundaries
for the heroic gin. 14
Dead drunk
is the term I think of,
insensible,
neither cool nor warm,
without a head or a a foot. 15
To be drunk is to be intimate with a fool. 16
I will try it shortly.” 17 : : : : lines 14 To 17 :: ::
About pleasantness “to be drunk”being in harmony with her “own tongue and hands,” which she calls as ,”faithless” : ( line 14 ) : This is in a wrong manner. Instead of stopping more consumption beyond one’s capacity ” for the heroic gin” ( line 14 ) Means an elevated style of becoming drunk : Here , she thinks of it and calls the term “dead drunk”suggestive of unresponsiveness and defines it as “insensible, neither cool nor worm, without head or a foot.” ( line 15 ) : : And finally , she declares, ” To be drunk is to be intimate with a fool.” ( line 16 ) Which she “will try it shortly.”( line 17 ) : : One More letter to her dearly person intuitively Sharing her well founded views on alcoholism written in time , in view of Easter Days of the month Of January, when so many people , known and unknown will try the strong flavoured liquor like “Gin” to get “cool” or “warm”on getting fully drunk. : : : :
Stanza 4 : : “Monday
Just yesterday,
twenty eight men aboard a damaged radar tower
foundered down seventy miles off the coast.18
Immediately their hearts slammed shut. 19
The storm would not cough them up. 20
Today they are whispering over Sonar.
Small voice,
what do you say? 21
Aside from the going down, the awful wrench, 22
The pulleys and hooks and the black tongue . . . 23
What are your headquarters?
Are they kind?” 24 : : : : lines 18 To 24 : : : :
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